Summer time!!! Luvin' it ;)

Hi ! Of course it me who else??Well by the time u finish this blog ur gonna probably think im one of those goth ppl lol!!! Nah im not like that...In fact in real im totally opposite of what u might think right now (im not kiddin!) My point is i am just like the average girl next door...I can be lazy, childish, spoiled, "big-spender" but mostly i am a "HAPPY-HAPPY" person!!! I love parties, dancing, .... I also have some of those what are they called "bad-hair-day" hahaha...Just like every other girls...I have also my days i just wanna have fun (remember that song oohh gurl just wanna have fun...good old 80's!) so dont think like wow she must sooo freakin' "sentimental", melancolique, she thinks too much,bla bla bla,....lol The answer is yes i can be and all those things but im also me!

Well...Its Dec 30th lol and finally i get to say smthg in here! In case u've been wondering where have i been (like u have nothing better to do than that lol)? We all know that ti's the season of SHOPPING!!! Yes...yes i did a lot of shopping those days hahaha...shopped til i dropped (kiddin') I love TD downtown (my fav place in Calgary) they DO have everything in there except aritzia, lush,... but still i love it there. Well my point is i had the cutest, the happiest christmas and i hope all of u did too~kisses~

Music Box
Mariah Carey

When I am lost
You shine a light for me and set me free
When I am low
You wash away my tears
And take me through

The loneliness
And emptiness
Through the darkest night
Somehow I survive
Through it all

When you tell me I'm the only one you need
Sweet and tenderly
And your love
Breaks away the clouds surrounding me
All I have I want to give to thee

If I should fall
Your love is strong enough to life me up
If I'm afraid
You chase away my fears
And take me to

A brighter place
Beyond the rain
And I feel alright
Because you're by my side
Through it all

When you tell me I'm the only one you need
Sweet and tenderly
And your love
Breaks away the clouds surrounding me
All I have I want to give to thee

You take me through
The loneliness and emptiness
And I feel alright
'Cause you're by my side

Through it all
You tell me I'm the only one you need
Sweet and tenderly
And your love
Just breaks away the clouds surrounding me
And baby all I have I want to give to thee

Want to give you all of my love
Now and forever my love
All I have I want to give to thee

Time to address
a new year (osho yoga)

… enter

deal with the project at hand
yet resolve not to dwell on past

never stop dreaming
even on the last exhale
and
find it in your heart
to forgive
then you will be forgiven in likeness
try
smile,
even when sad
this provokes the inner smile
to surface

take each day
as it’s dealt
and be thankful for the wealth
mother nature doles

now take a deeeeeeeeep
meditative breath
you’re alive … aren’t you?

FOR ALL U GEMINIS OUT THERE!

GEMINI

The Mirror Never Lies
Ur bright and clever mind constantly searches for ways to entertain itself another word is: YOU DONT DO BORING!. Fine wit, intellectual ideas, unusual people, fascinating topics and the latest hot-off-the-press gossip are juicy bits for u. U're talkative, freedom loving, youthful and completely unreliable (oops) but that is changeable (? im not faking that one its truly written by some1 else).
This is my life
Recently, u've been questionning ur value system. U want to know what's worthwhile? U dont want to look at ur cherubic face in the mirror when ur 88, muttering, "I blew it". This is ur primary concern this year and also ur love life. After all, everybody lives by selling something; most Geminis sell words and ideas. One fabulous blessing is the current jupiter transit. This brings u opportunities for love, affairs, romance, vacations and parties (wow very true lol) . U'll express ur creativity and enjoy arts (hmm?)
Tantalizing future
This year u enter a two-year window that heralds major change: job (oh my god totally right on), residence (thought about it) or both (wow).
Hot tip: In the late autumn, u enter a year long period where ur employement scene improves fabulously (can i get a hell yeah! hahaha)!!! Job opportunities come ur way. Ur health even improves late this year and all of 2006 (weird cuz i got no health prob)
Book a vacation (already done), its ur turn to party ur face off (hahaha!!!). Never resist temptation (oh hear that hun?) becuz it may not come ur way again.
Gemini and money
For u, money is ur passportto happy times (no way!!!), travel,culture,education and adventure (okok this may be right).Money means freedom (nop WRONG!). Although well-intentioned, ur bored with the details of financial management. Surely a little impusle buying isnt goin to break the bank (uh-oh shopping?) Especially for books? Thats not spending (lol) thats investing in urself. Sound familiar (nop)? Save for great vacation this year (yep starting off this jan im outta of the country!). U're goin to throw more moneyon fun and good times this year! (for real?)
Gemini and Sex
U're bright, active and clever (well thank u lol). Obviously u need to be turned on intellectually before u jump in the sack (loollll the funniest segment cuz its true).U thrill intellectual intimacy (whats that?). U're very verbal in ur love-making (hahaha). U adore kissing (true). This year is best for love affairs and romance so make the most out of it!
My Mantra for 2005
I'm going to be me and express myself without fear or apology (ok then).